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[ In the texts come, line by line, sporadically, like he's having a hell of a time typing out his thoughts. Ever the emotional Vex... ]

all my friends would probably be happy for me that isn't the problem

the problem is this is something i never believed in, it's such bullshit, it never meant anything to me

it means so much to him i mean you should have seen his face when i said no

but then we talked about it and i just couldnt say no, kenz, i couldnt

i cant lose him, i need him

bloody hell

it means something to me now and i'm just having a hard time coming to terms with it

how much i've changed

i'm so happy, i honestly am, i wouldn't change any of this for the world

it's just so much