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[ a thousand texts later, she'd typed out several responses and had to delete them because of the next thing he said. she types out how not wanting to lose someone is not a good reason to marry someone but he goes on. she then types out that he won't lose mark. that he should have done what makes him happy but he goes on.

and she ends up keeping it pretty simple.]

but it's not a bad thing.

cue the hallmark card response but: love does that to you. changes you.

[ He's just having a mini-meltdown, nbd. Feelings he'd been bottling up for days, coming out in an odd way. ]

yeah, it does. it really does

i don't know, i've never been in love before and i didn't expect it to be this much

but it happened, yeah? here and back "home". even the oracles knew i was in love with him and i barely knew him a month

it's so fast, but it feels right and we just keep getting deeper and deeper

and i don't want it to stop

fuck, i'm mad, yeah?

no, you're not crazy, okay? it's okay to feel that way, vex. i felt that way once and it's a great feeling. it's cuckoo bananas, holy shit what's happening to my brain and stuff but it's amazing.

i'm happy for you, i mean it

Edited 2017-02-18 07:34 (UTC)

yeah? yeah, it is. cuckoo and amazing.

thanks, luv. i'm happy for me too, which is really really strange

yeah, well don't expect a gift any time soon, you didn't give me any time to plan.

so how'd dyson take it?

no bloody gifts

dunno i havent asked Mark about that yet. shock, remember? havent had time to worry about the new father-in-law

it's hard trying to separate him from the Dyson i remember at the point i came back from. that Dyson i know would be alright with it, we fought side-by-side, and were supporting each other by the end. it was odd, but good.

this one? i dunno, but we had a friendly pint which seems a step in the right direction. i think it'll be alright.

[ Which was a far cry from the Vex from before he left- the one who panicked and thought he was going to be killed when Mark told Dyson they moved in together. ]

Edited 2017-02-18 07:51 (UTC)

you're getting a gift so shut up.

this new and improved vex is weirdly zen.

[ things have been different since he got back to be sure. she feels... less connected with him but that's more her dealing with her own shit than anything else.]

only if you shove it down my throat

yeah? i was flipping out at you a second ago and you think i'm zen?

zen about Dyson, yeah. it's different when you actually feel like you're a part of the team, instead of just an outsider struggling to figure out what you really want.

maybe i will.

gee, thanks for reminding me. [ how she's an outsider right now, despite making up with bo and dyson.]

guess married people aren't big on the whole being subtle thing? yes, you're freaking out about the other stuff but it's all going to be okay, vex.

Edited 2017-02-18 08:13 (UTC)

reminding you of what? subtle about what?

[ wtf are you talking about Kenzi. ]

how i am on the outside and not a fae. blah blah blah.

are you having a laugh????

you are the heart of the team

if being fae was a qualification then the doc wouldnt be there either

subject change: tell me what you wore. and please tell me mark wore white. it's so his color.

[ That bloody-- ]

there wasnt a wedding we just got our rings and signed some papers

[ And said vows but he's not going to tell her that!!! ]

well what were you wearing when you signed the papers and said your vows and cut the cake and tossed the bouquet to the perfect stranger who stood in as your witness (which should have been me)?

Edited 2017-02-18 08:22 (UTC)

[ FOR FUCK'S SAKE ]

nothing

literally nothing

we were starkers

my nipples were like diamonds the whole way

😐